..a new post that takes me completely by surprise for the lack of labored deliberation I am notorious for. Well, here it is.
It is raining in Pittsburgh, and I find myself here in another attempt to relieve the pressure of a brain full of words doing a dance in my head - holding hands to make a sentence, and then changing formation to hold hands with other words to make another sentence. They tease me for my inability to befriend them and join the dance. The longer I wait, the more elusive their dance-steps become.
Not too long ago I had the chance to be reacquainted with Delhi Monsoon. Voluptuous rain-drops permeating through the skin into my entire being in one of those surreal life-moments when all your molecules align themselves along one axis.
Years ago, this one time while hurrying home, I boarded a bus which was missing the front glass panel on the conductor side. It started to rain and my co-passengers proceeded to elbow their way out of the direct drench (to the extent possible when you are stuffed inside the bus-skeleton like a sack of potatoes). I happily sat alone at this seat through the ride, with all the water scrubbing-off from me another exhausting day at college. It was glorious. The driver glanced at me more than once to check if I was alright in the head.
This narration escapes flutters of the mind from further back on the linear time scale we employ for the ease of pegging experiences on a straight line.
A bunch of us girls were waiting for bus N-17 to school. Obese, spherical raindrops were shattering themselves against their landing surfaces. We were all packed tight under our umbrellas, trying to save our uniforms, our white canvas shoes and our bags from getting soaked. The bus was late because of the water on the streets; but it did come, scooped us in and headed towards Chanakyapuri, the destination. When we arrived, we found out that the classes had been canceled for the day because of the weather. (This was pre-cell phone era, when communication was limited enough to be pleasant and something to look forward to.) So, the bus full of children headed back the same way it had come.
We were let off from across the stop where we had boarded less than an hour ago and unlike the end of a typical school day, there was no sign of parents/elders to receive us. The rains hadn't stopped, and so, being the eldest of the group of more than a dozen (but all of twelve years having just started seventh grade) I decided to bring all the children home with me. We held each other's hands to form a chain and waded home, starting from me and ending in the next eldest girl among us, with all the primary schoolers between us. There was enough water to reach my knees (and the waists of some of the little ones) and no conceivable way to figure out the location of potholes, so we walked in the middle of the road, following exactly the steps of the one in-front. The starting point was the hardest part and we were able to reach home with some difficulty.
When my mother answered the door she was surprised to find her daughter back, accompanied by a pack of Carmel- uniformed children. All of us were towel-dried and given a snack of hot milk and biscuits. I do not remember when it stopped raining, but it was very nice to be home; dry,warm and fed. I brought out colors and paper and we sat together doing art while parents were called and given updates and road directions for picking up the kids. In a few hours everyone had been sent home.
The following day, we were all at the same stop waiting for the same bus to school. One of the mothers thanked me for my presence of mind and handed me a box of chocolates and a small gift as an encouragement. I did not think I had done anything heroic, but it is always nice to get chocolates.
I am no longer in touch with any of the children from the bus stop - I guess we are all scattered in different parts of the world. I am not sure if anyone would remember the day either. The bus conductor for N-17 was a big rough sounding man, who once told me (surprisingly, with a smile) that I take very good care of the children from my bus stop. The observation made me return his smile, despite my limited comprehension of compliments.
It is raining in Pittsburgh, and I find myself here in another attempt to relieve the pressure of a brain full of words doing a dance in my head - holding hands to make a sentence, and then changing formation to hold hands with other words to make another sentence. They tease me for my inability to befriend them and join the dance. The longer I wait, the more elusive their dance-steps become.
Not too long ago I had the chance to be reacquainted with Delhi Monsoon. Voluptuous rain-drops permeating through the skin into my entire being in one of those surreal life-moments when all your molecules align themselves along one axis.
Years ago, this one time while hurrying home, I boarded a bus which was missing the front glass panel on the conductor side. It started to rain and my co-passengers proceeded to elbow their way out of the direct drench (to the extent possible when you are stuffed inside the bus-skeleton like a sack of potatoes). I happily sat alone at this seat through the ride, with all the water scrubbing-off from me another exhausting day at college. It was glorious. The driver glanced at me more than once to check if I was alright in the head.
This narration escapes flutters of the mind from further back on the linear time scale we employ for the ease of pegging experiences on a straight line.
A bunch of us girls were waiting for bus N-17 to school. Obese, spherical raindrops were shattering themselves against their landing surfaces. We were all packed tight under our umbrellas, trying to save our uniforms, our white canvas shoes and our bags from getting soaked. The bus was late because of the water on the streets; but it did come, scooped us in and headed towards Chanakyapuri, the destination. When we arrived, we found out that the classes had been canceled for the day because of the weather. (This was pre-cell phone era, when communication was limited enough to be pleasant and something to look forward to.) So, the bus full of children headed back the same way it had come.
We were let off from across the stop where we had boarded less than an hour ago and unlike the end of a typical school day, there was no sign of parents/elders to receive us. The rains hadn't stopped, and so, being the eldest of the group of more than a dozen (but all of twelve years having just started seventh grade) I decided to bring all the children home with me. We held each other's hands to form a chain and waded home, starting from me and ending in the next eldest girl among us, with all the primary schoolers between us. There was enough water to reach my knees (and the waists of some of the little ones) and no conceivable way to figure out the location of potholes, so we walked in the middle of the road, following exactly the steps of the one in-front. The starting point was the hardest part and we were able to reach home with some difficulty.
When my mother answered the door she was surprised to find her daughter back, accompanied by a pack of Carmel- uniformed children. All of us were towel-dried and given a snack of hot milk and biscuits. I do not remember when it stopped raining, but it was very nice to be home; dry,warm and fed. I brought out colors and paper and we sat together doing art while parents were called and given updates and road directions for picking up the kids. In a few hours everyone had been sent home.
The following day, we were all at the same stop waiting for the same bus to school. One of the mothers thanked me for my presence of mind and handed me a box of chocolates and a small gift as an encouragement. I did not think I had done anything heroic, but it is always nice to get chocolates.
I am no longer in touch with any of the children from the bus stop - I guess we are all scattered in different parts of the world. I am not sure if anyone would remember the day either. The bus conductor for N-17 was a big rough sounding man, who once told me (surprisingly, with a smile) that I take very good care of the children from my bus stop. The observation made me return his smile, despite my limited comprehension of compliments.
Shalini your self confessed " limited comprehension of compliments" discouraged me from writing a line or two about this blog. ��
ReplyDeleteThank you for being able to write just that much, Asher. It speaks the world to me. What are the two rhombus-question mark things at the end of your observation?
ReplyDeleteWonderful story! Well done 12yr old you :)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Daibashish :)
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