so today (its past midnight) is the last complete day i spend here. though not every minute of this trip has been memorable (its been nightmarish in some sense), its just so much easier being home... everything is a prettier sight to eyes :P
its been a heartbreaking day. and i willed it, so i have only myself to blame.... picking on a wound that was healing (or so i tell myself) .... i bled myself raw.
relieved every single episode. it was not happy at all. my guess was right (who was i kidding trying to believe otherwise) i am happy about him being happy. i am so broken about myself.
so tomorrow will have to be a particularly busy day, with no room for my mind to trap me like it did today. i have so many things to look at and do, i will keep me occupied.
(good luck with that!)
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